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Denton Loving, Featured Poet |
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Denton Loving
is the author of the poetry collections
Crimes Against Birds
(Main Street Rag) and Tamp
(Mercer University Press). He earned the Master of Fine Arts in
Writing and Literature from Bennington College. He is a co-founder
and editor at EastOver Press and its literary journal
Cutleaf. His writing has
appeared in numerous publications including
Iron Horse Literary Review,
Kenyon Review, Tupelo Quarterly, The Chattahoochee Review, Harvard
Divinity Bulletin, and The
Threepenny Review.
Breach
All our conversations circle back to desire,
you wanting to know what I want,
using desire
singular as if I have
only one
when I’m normally drowning in them.
I sailed once to South Africa’s Western Cape
to witness southern right whales breaching.
I wasn’t impressed at the penguin beach,
but the baleen mothers and their calves
breaking the horizon, splashing salt spray,
quickened my pulse—
The whole pod swam closer to observe us.
I wanted to dive in, to give myself
to their body of water,
but my guide held me back, reminding me
the ocean we desire might desire us
to live a little longer on dry land.
How to Raise an Obelisk
With rope and sand and a touch of genius,
experts say, but don’t get ahead of yourself.
The first trick is to recognize that ray
of light fossilized deep in the mountain.
Think red granite. Think white limestone
to glimmer in the distance. Draw ochre-
colored lines to direct scores of carvers
with their chisels and picks, their levers
and water-soaked wooden wedges. Once cut,
polish the rock face with fine-grit sand.
Smooth the surface to please the god
embedded within. Engrave the shaft
with battle stories. Embellish and repeat,
and paint with hard-won blood. Yes,
raising the needle is easier than historians
lead us to believe. And beside the point.
Careful! There’s a Man Inside the Belly of this Fish
Lost at sea, a man and his ship
slip through the teeth of a fish.
A young woman, alone
on a forgotten island,
wishes a wish.
With a flourish
of her hand,
the fish—the one
with the man and his ship
hidden in its abyss—
swishes into her arms.
Her hunger shifts.
Against her
whetstone,
she sharpens
her knife,
slices a clean line
along the dorsal fin.
Light slits through. The man
remembers he’s still alive.
The Word of the Day Is Largesse
From the Latin largus, meaning not just big but abundant,
generous: I am blessed by the largesse of those who came
before me, benefactors bestowing aid and alms, though
no one these days gives alms, another ancient word,
this one from Greek, akin to compassion. After Artemis
transformed Hippocrates’ daughter into a sea serpent,
men seeking the largesse of her father lined up to free
the girl with their kiss. Yet, those men fled the serpent’s
scaly mouth. Her split tongue. Her poisoned breath. Did I
mention those men each died soon after? The moral is,
if you can’t love with compassion, just get out. Leave.
I’ve been reading mythology and backbone recipes
like a man sizing up a bear. The backbone, or what’s left
after the ribs are cut, is prized for its flavor and tenderness.
Pork is good, but bear is better, makes delicious broth, soup
and stir fries. It was the only meat Davy Crockett would eat.
He killed hundreds of bears, leaving his wife for weeks to hunt.
To prepare your own backbone, ensure your cleaver is sharp.
Hack the meat into small pieces. Sauté generous, abundant
amounts of aromatics. Brown the meat and mix together.
Savor. Be sure you have plenty to give away.
Letter to Rilke
You say to have patience with everything unsolved
in my heart and to cherish the questions, but I’m
bursting with so much that is unnamed and unsolvable.
I’ve not yet learned to treasure locked doors, rooms
I’ve not been given access to. I’ve not yet learned
to be brave in the face of the inexplicable. Last month,
my sister died suddenly, and I have yet to mourn.
She was forty-seven years old, even younger than you
when ulcers filled your mouth instead of poems.
Yesterday, I flashed my hazards and stopped my car
on a busy road to help a box turtle reach the other side—
a small gesture for a species that has endured this earth
for two hundred million years—before lizards, before
crocodiles, long before there were snakes in Eden. Think
of all the strange tongues she has known and forgotten.
Is a language for grief one of them? Is she, like us,
unspeakably alone? The turtle reveals nothing.
Last week, flying from LaGuardia, I sat in a window seat
in an exit row. I considered the emergency door,
those few inches of carbon fiber composite separating me
from clouds and sky. An airtight lock and latch. Another
door with the future on one side, and me on the other,
afraid to die and afraid not to, which is to say, afraid to live.
Rosy Maple Moth
Resting from the rough work of pollination
and procreation, moths the size of my thumbnail
pepper the door jam and deck boards outside
my house. They await the imminent night shift
to take flight again, in some way the same way
I am resting from jagged desire, and I wonder
why I’ve never seen—or never noticed—
the strange beauty of their wooly yellow heads
and thoraxes, their silky pink and yellow wings,
their lives as luscious and as fleeting as my own. |
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