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~ Delta Poetry Review ~ |
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Kelly Whiddon |
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Guide to the Southern Magnolia I used to love it, its leaves like wax, its double blossoms of white saucer petals—like faces. When pruned at the base, it is great for climbing. I used to scale its speckled branches, smell the heady mix of sweet and earth, so high that the limbs at my perch were thin, their scrawny forks just big enough to squeeze in a small foot, sway with my own weight, my head popping out of the top branches like a birth. I remember looking out and down— the world my campus–what a luxury, what a privilege to be at its top. I mean, it existed before the bees, which suggests, ironically, that it is older than puberty, a stage that came for me, about the time I stopped climbing trees. The oldest tree on the grounds of the White House is a southern magnolia planted in the 1830s by Andrew Jackson, who made his fortune through slavery on his cotton plantation, the one that produced the seedling for that tree. I imagine them, his slaves, at his home, the Hermitage, in the fields, sweating, blistered skin, looking up at the birds perched on magnolia branches, singing, primed to fly but instead just swaying swaying swaying with the limbs. The Victorians believed it symbolized nobility, but it has come to mean more: new beginnings, endurance, longevity.
Last year, New Orleans police caught surveillance of a thief, a man on a bike stealing a 3-foot magnolia tree right out of the ground, roots and all, in front of a public building—just rode up, plucked it from the dirt, and rode away in the night, tree balanced on his thighs. There was no violence, no anger— I’ve seen the video— just a claiming, or a reclaiming, a thoughtful haul, peddling away like Mary Poppins on a spring day or Butch Cassidy carting his friend’s girl on the handlebars to a Burt Bacharach melody, hearing that refrain buzzing or chirping or warbling through his brain: because I’m free, nothing’s worrying me. Haunted Pub Crawl We spent a weekend walking in Savannah and one night took a guided tour of haunted pubs because hanging out with blitzed ghosts seemed like a fun thing to do. Our guide, who daylighted as a pirate waiter, told us their drunken confessions: the riverfront ghosts believed God kills us when we get bored, and Confederate ghosts could feel their bones straining against their imperfect hearts, jacked-on-whisky and gangrene. I could never hold my liquor, so I held your hand, eating up the denim sky as it
filtered through the old curling tree branches that
dipped down onto park squares. Our guide said to watch out; brick mason ghosts could fall like apples through the third floor taverns. He said their bodies were buried under the cobblestones and scotch bonnet shells beneath our feet. And in the courtyards at night, girl scout
founder Juliet Gordon Low’s ghost danced with the ghost of jazz age crooner Johnny Mercer, each knowing that pain is a way to wake us up, and bliss is
something to carry, for protection, like a song. What did we know of how the past blurs into future, of how life’s pains could make us feel like Shanghaied sailor ghosts on schooners, watching the land drift
away, their hearts a dream they waved to on the shore? In all, it seemed the night was singed by souls
lost to this city, and we touched timidly, as if a graze could suck us into the sozzled dead. It couldn’t. Your warm digits, your rummy breath: they were as rousing and alive as the young history between us, as potent as the phantoms up ahead.
Kelly Whiddon
has published in Cimarron Review,
Southeast Review,
Meridian,
Crab Orchard Review,
Slipstream,
and Summerset Review,
among others. Her book The House Began
to Pitch (Mercer UP) was honored with
the Adrienne Bond Poetry Award. She teaches English and creative
writing at a small university in Macon, Georgia. |
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