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Kendall Dunkelberg |
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The Stump We want to believe this tree will live forever,
but now that the storm has broached the subject, I have
to imagine a life without its thick, rough bark, without
its solid trunk. A life where its branches are an absence above
the roof, where its shadow is a memory like the sound of
dry leaves on a dry lawn, a time where its tiny helicopter
seeds no longer swirl down from on high every spring. What will we do when this physical presence no
longer outlives us? What will we do when there is
nothing left but loss, when in place of maple there is only
stump. Will we be here in time to sit and delve into
its history, to examine its many rings, its periods of
drought and rain. Will we count back to find the year my sister
was born or the day my father moved back from Omaha to
Iowa. Will we search for the year my German ancestors first set foot on the fertile farmland at Deep
River or further back to when this tree was small in a
forest, no fields of corn, no plows or dairy herds. Or will
the center be one dark mass of unknowable time, the rings
either so close on one another like lovers huddling in
the cold or fused or rotted from advanced age and
forgetting. Moon Dog I can imagine a stump, the remains of the tree under which I was raised, but can I picture it
gone? What of the night I return in winter to nothing? No stump, no sign of the tree my parents chose to build a home beside. No grave except a bare patch of lawn and a wide expanse of sky. What of the night when I stand in that yard, looking for a Pole Star as my guide, and all I
see is an icy crystal ring around a pale, fickle
moon. Yes, the two maples my parents planted on either side of the driveway will still be
there; young saplings now grown to sentinels like my brother and I, not giants like the big
maple, but survivors, ready to claim their place, their branches glistening with frost in moon
glow. Maybe come spring we will plant another young maple to mark this one's passing. Maybe it will be the start of a new generation, but now on this clearest, darkest night there is only a moon dog of grief, where once we climbed rough branches to the stars. Kendall Dunkelberg directs the low-residency MFA in Creative Writing at Mississippi University for Women and is editor of Poetry South. His fourth poetry collection, "Tree Fall with Birdsong," will be published by Fernwood Press in May 2025, and he has poems forthcoming in The Ecopoetry Anthology: Volume II and Southern Voices: The Power of Place. |
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