~ Delta Poetry Review ~ |
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Carolyn Hembree, Featured Poet |
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Carolyn Hembree is the author of three poetry
collections: For Today (LSU Press, 2024),
Rigging a Chevy into a Time Machine and Other Ways to Escape a
Plague (Trio House Press, 2016), winner of the Trio Award and
the Rochelle Ratner Memorial Award; and
Skinny (Kore Press, 2012).
Her poems appear in
Beloit Poetry Journal,
Colorado Review, Copper Nickel,
Ninth Letter,
Poetry Daily, The Southern Review, and other publications. She received a
2016-2017 ATLAS grant from the Louisiana Board of Regents and has
also received grants and fellowships from PEN, the Louisiana
Division of the Arts, and the Southern Arts Federation.
Carolyn holds an
M.F.A in Creative Writing from the University of Arizona and a B.A.
in English and Theatre from Birmingham-Southern College. She was
born in Bristol, Tennessee, and has lived in New Orleans since 2001.
An associate professor in the University of New Orleans M.F.A.
program, she was awarded the university’s 2017 Excellence in
Teaching Award. Carolyn serves as the poetry editor of
Bayou Magazine. The following poems are from the collection For Today (2024) by Carolyn Hembree, printed with permission from Louisiana State University Press.
Walking the river levee, Kiddo frames “one-eyed bunny clouds” with her hands. The word cloud means “mass of rock or earth.” I think of cloud’s close cousin, clot—hello, mural thrombi peeling from vessel walls, joy-riding my system, playing chicken with my heart, crash. Her in the pic, I think knee scabs too, how I’d forgotten knees (heal,
open, heal). Comfort, a body
knows what to do. She lets the shoe-store balloon go, wonky departure. Farsighted
views
collapse, bend, and come back. Freight train graffiti—
humanoid Princess-General packing heat,
her “cinnamon buns” splattered salt-and-pepper,
flesh dripping over that metal bikini.
The memorial mocks and moves. I snap a blurry pic. Traffic in, out our parish, drive-in daiquiri patronage to avenue, avenue streetcar, transformers, frisbee, loose dogs, no flora or fauna of note. Unless we are of note. And that horizontal pair with horizon and grounded kite. Bones of kite.
Vascularity of blanket
weave. They picnic yet. Our looking
to skies
all storm season.
Boat horns beyond the levee. Siri, what is
today’s cargo? Here’s what I found on the Web. I scroll: plywood, coffee, rubber. Sure, but
it’s
our currents
(water, electrical, streetcar)
all thrill to. We stop at the wild parrot nests,
idle with the Firebird, top-down, “Heart of Glass”
looping between
/ what I find is pleasing—[ping]
dinner alert. My phone wallpaper, photo effect Kiddo chose: us smiling, eyes closed,
halo
of cartoon blue birds stretched askew to ring our touching heads. Outgrown with flapping soles, her old shoes slide in this new
box we carry home.
Ooh, oh, ooh, oh,
fading like the chorus, yet I
too have been controlled through pleasure.
Good day, breezy, outer bands of something grand.
Dusk rolls its shaky cam: flung arms, harlequin
leggings, new high-tops, zigzag tread, voice down a
dirt wall.
Faster, Mom—
Dr. DJ prescribes Funk Hour for weeknight blue funk that oozes
under doorjambs through louvers and keyholes to fill my rooms until
lines I love in books I love smear.
Funk Hour, done thunk enough hour. Dose me, Doc, turn up “Disco
to Go,” let a cosmos riff. Winter orchards blooming and fruiting at
once among white moths glued to fat air
giving up the funk.
Past
train tracks, the river levee, wharfs, each barge to its berth, each
bod
to its lifetime
giving up the funk. Landmark corner
bar, stretched
leather, streetlights, Lady chapel, crape myrtles, porch swings,
prayer
flags, love flag, love bench, my kitchen radio
giving up the funk.
Stuff and things and Brides of Funkenstein I let funk me.
Now what? Lost station—giving
up the—what’s this
stirring from dark rooms of our digs, or is it
from within, stirring that screws with Doc’s def scrip?
Nope, only Kiddo.
Called forth by our neighborhood soprano’s aria. Oh, deafening
world. Ciao, funky brides! Three-hanky
singspiel, hello: Ich folg’
dem innern Triebe, / Ich wanke nicht . . .
Bedspread dragged over
barge-board floors, empty net over dry land, I hear before I see O
Leonore-Fidelio clasping the weave at her neck.
Weave that drapes a slight frame, parts at her midline
then makes a train. She opens arms and feet to
show bunny-print PJ’s:
I am a flying
squirrel!
Caped hero(ine).
She shivers. Closes the bedspread, yawns, leans on a counter, cat
weaving through her legs. Oscillating fans, seething mechanical
heads, again turn my way, one then another, pulling more hot, wet
November air into the ovum that tumbles from transom to transom to
contain us the way time contains us.
Microwave dings. Check her temp with my lips (101, give or take)—
home again tomorrow—do I not work? I fork and butter a sweet
potato, pour her juice. Too much orange, yellow, pulpy sweetness.
Waves me off, picks seeds from a grocery store pawpaw from who
knows where though we grow them here.
Yes, I saw the pomegranates, tissue-swathed dozens in lavender
crates, and my heart swelled with Muzak of desire to untuck bright
seeds from wan catacombs. Yes, I saw the pomegranates at full price,
said keep ’em
to the produce aisle, kept rolling—don’t
it make my
brown eyes blue—and
fell in line with other pedal pushers. Sorry,
baby girl, this pawpaw’s no divine nom-nom.
Wrong fruit. Besides, the devil’s souped-up Mustang
cavalcade would zoom you from his oubliette’s
lap back to this swamp before our old pecan
could lose one appalled
leaf. Funny I never saw—how the parting begins above her torso:
cleft chin, my dad’s, Cupid’s bow lip, flushed cheeks two dimples
each, widow’s peak, cowlick. Waves blown brown then golden by
oscillating fans. More tangles for me. Damned mat at the nape she
won’t let me cut I know without touching.
I know, I wash that hair, I comb that hair with a giant-toothed,
amber-colored comb. She spits a black seed into the basin where I
once bathed her.
April 2020
That hem hath holpen whan that they were seke.
—“The General Prologue,” The Canterbury Tales
Not big on pilgrimages, yet this fever drifts
from house to house. One leaky pirogue, adrift,
empty, listing to one side, on the bayou.
I look inside my neighbor’s yellow house—joy
of a yellow house, shades up, rainbows chalked
on the walkway under a palm’s moving shade,
palm where wild parrots roost. I play like
it’s mine: my neighbor’s breakfast nook, the playpen,
a last cold bite. A friend was topping off my glass
last night when a rolling violin solo, a show tune,
woke me. Here
prone is transitive: to roll the sick
onto their stomachs so they breathe. Transitory strings
receded down the avenue. Above night transit,
lighter now, night birds sang—yes, we hear you again.
I sang along:
Maskmaker, maskmaker, make me . . .
not a carnival mask on one you don’t know you know
until they’re in you: breathy sobriquet, dark alcove,
the Quarter. No, the other kind of mask so we breathe
for centuries, alone. Today I walk through another April
shower under April canopies where my thoughts
footnote old lines,
Whan that April . . .
Parish pilgrims
arrive on winds, on foot, by bike, by car, by bus,
by streetcar. Nowhere to be, no intercessor, I
join them. We roam the neutral ground, weeping,
scrolling news on screens that light our masks,
so many magnolia petals, our hair the wind unscrolls.
Excerpt from the poem “For Today”
Pencil tip in the starting corner
slide
up
up
down
down
Taco Night remains pushed aside (salsa jar, weekday place settings
in plastic and paper)
our pencils catching on the table’s woodgrain
Kiddo makes W, as her copybook instructs
and I add another line to my poem—yes
this poem
burning in our dark house
dark save a lamp for our pages
and the TV’s glow
Any spring night, lights out, termites swarm streetlamps and drop
their wings
Tonight, any night, I hear a lone owl in the live oak
Boat horn, train horn, streetcar grind, more horns, sirens, dogs
Wednesday, Chanson Night, big bass, accordion from the corner bar
Low clouds over the river levee
any spring night
high river
Huge rigs loom higher and higher
Transmission towers lean more and more
Stay there—river in your bed
train on your rails
porch swing on your chains
Write
Whitecap & Sleeper Car
Write Downspout &
Cloud
Rain in the bucket under our pantry leak (pack watercolors for
school) [ping] [V]
Still waiting on a room. Call tomorrow. “Like” it I do not like it
Reply Try and sleep.
Found your earring.
Come, go, headlights through the skeleton keyhole
I put a graphite lightning bolt through my new lines
Lightning through hurricane shutters—
I remember a lightning strike that started a marsh fire
last year, rotten egg stink I couldn’t wash out
Write
hurricane shutter ode
interior lit by lightning, cloud-to-ground
ground-to-cloud—cypress sturdy /
louvers snug, bolt fast // one-two-three-
four / [thunderclap] / (storm a mile off)
Yowls at the screen door—
her vertebrae, spools on a string
the wet cat crouches
in the doorway
grazes my leg
drops under Kiddo’s chair
spreads her legs
to groom
(face last)
Yes, why grieve this unabashed, shrinking side of life, old girl?
[thunderclap]
Kiddo closes her second
e
with the attention of an old-world painter
anonymous, centuries ago
in the Black Forest
closing the e of a bride’s name (Margarete or
Helga)
on a cuckoo clock face
Bell tower’s seventh strike dilates
quivers
decays
Oscillating fans blow the copybook’s pages bordered with phantom
alphabets, dotted capitals, lowercase for tracing
Copybook, can you help my poem?
Help my poem feel lived in, as transom crosscurrents
gesturing
indoors and out?
D IS FOR DAYS
Copy and complete the sentence,
the copybook instructs
I write
D is for days
wiled away
Wednesdays
Taco Night days
haiku heydays
[power flicker]
D is for days poem, pencil, comb, phone, cash, keys, earring in
pocket
(nothing amiss)
D is for days
school duds out
crusts cut, sandwich sliced
cold drinks and dyed eggs in our fridge door
vessel to each appointed lid, and her mug
of milk and honey, unfinished, still-warm
wrinkled skin draping the top, emptied
washed, toweled dry, I hang
chipped mug among
chipped mugs
Days I dump, put back the pantry bucket
Days tiny flies rise from the drain—season of tiny flies just begun!
Days, at last, the nail someone—who were they?—
drove into
the kitchen wall tugs this apron
from my waist
Kitchen radio loses signal
Thunder, sideways rain, creaking branches, horns, boat, car
pop-
pop
—backfire? firecracker? transformer
blowing?—
pop-
pop
I check Kiddo’s face—are we okay?—she doesn’t look up
blows eraser dust from the copybook
What has she gotten used to?
guns exist,
Inger, yes, but where are the caves to hide our children?
Where will we hide our children in this swamp?
Where will our children hide?
Where will our children hide
from us?
Kiddo
remarkable rain cell
stalled squall
Days, no, day, today, Wednesday
I tick the box
Yes, my child may participate in quarterly lockdown drills.
[mental note:
under this shallow-pitched roof
Kiddo
her here
across town, emblem tenebrous
above the grand archway
her school
it there]
There, in my mind’s eye, her school’s
portico enclosed by screens of rain
wide halls
dark stairwells
classrooms— but for a light or two
(grading after hours, poor souls)
Rain sheeting from eaves before her
classroom window
Sometime room mother, I have looked
out that window onto
the concrete apron of
playground, puddling
But tonight, as I imagine it, headlights from the avenue sweep
across
her classroom
bulletin board
Spring Has Sprung!
white board
alphabet border
alphabetical cubbies birthday board
morning-circle rug letter lattice Math Matters hat rack
handprint hideaway thinking chair
reading nook
Days I take down and put back Dad’s overseas letters, back on the
attic shelf with his reel-to-reels, stamp collection, coin
collection
wine label collection
8.9.65.
Last postcard from his year abroad (night scene: river and
university): The week of goodbye parties is over now . . . sang
songs
until daybreak . . . kicks—7 people, boat full of H2O.
Her pencil dives
through
the bottom
line to
make y
as the copybook instructs
She chews the last bite of our lagniappe praline
[thunderclap]
D is for days
pendulum lights in tough breeze
must sway a bit
Today is Wednesday
[period]
she writes
D is for days we
remember how we began, Kiddo and
I, naming one thing over another—
last month we read from
alphabet
Christensen’s
apricot trees exist
apricot trees exist so we began to add
letter by letter, day by day, “azaleas exist
azaleas exist”—azalea,
yes, that gushing
bush’s name!—“bees exist, bumble-
bees exist” and three days ago, Sunday
“magnolias exist,” magnolias older than
bees, our riverside neighbor’s magnolia
what about today? “palm trees exist”
“peacocks exist, peacocks exist”
“plantains exist, plantains exist”
parapluies, poems, people, purpose
our azalea of listening smiles and
lets go |
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